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  Contents

  Praise for Juice

  Juice

  Copyright © 2019 Charles Springer. All rights reserved.

  To my brothers

  One

  To Florida

  Packin’

  Breaking the News

  Chicken Little

  Atlas

  Walks

  New Jersey

  Appalachia

  Day the Moon Was Out All Day

  Traveling Show

  Accounting Major

  Riding with Fred

  Going Anywhere

  Becoming Legend

  Make Do

  Tripping

  Two

  Deed

  Debunkers

  Just Looking

  West Hollywood

  Turning Tables

  Out of Water

  Gold

  Tree Falls in Sherwood

  Wrecking Ball

  A Life on the Road

  Pyrogyro

  Battle Grounds

  Local Report

  Three

  Moves

  Juice

  Dreamboat

  Hookey

  Flower Power

  In Season

  Last Call

  Different Directions

  Wonders

  Postcard from Vermont

  Less Is Milk

  That You, Dawn?

  Call It Kiss

  Laughing

  Hot Sake Breath

  Win Win

  Suburban Pastoral

  Four

  Practicing Medicine

  The Resonance in Magnetic

  Remedial

  Birder

  Bruised Patella

  Dementia

  Building a Better Mouse

  Unsung

  Says Words

  On Bending Knee

  Presence

  Down Main

  Meteorology of Me

  Five

  Flying Objects

  For Ages

  Behind Glass

  Crib Note

  Special Delivery

  The Two Armstrongs

  Peninsulaville

  Whereabouts

  Son Time

  What, A Day

  Night to Remember

  Reward

  Very Last Body of Water

  New Ark

  Last Wishes

  Acknowledgments

  Thank you to the editors of the publications in which the following poems have appeared, occasionally in slightly different versions or with different titles:

  Praise for Juice

  Reading Charles Springer’s collection of poems, Juice, is like getting on a roller coaster, flying down the hill at break-neck speed, then going airborne, flying off the tracks only to land in a field of sunflowers and lilacs, unscathed and delicious all at once. He’s a poet of the earth, of the sky, of the everyday and making their beauty stand up and be noticed. He writes about knees, about dementia; he writes about houses and milk and New Jersey! When you read Springer’s work you are reading a celebration of the minimal that, eventually, gets you to maximal—that big open place where the metaphorical heart dances and sings, and where the physical heart gets stronger and stronger. Juice is a collection of poems that should be on every bookshelf, sitting there strong, spine out, right between the cookbook and The Bible.

  - Matthew Lippman, author of A Little Gut Magic

  and Mesmerizingly Sadly Beautiful

  Charley’s Juice takes you to a world that is so real it’s fake, so fake it’s real, and so fantastical you can’t figure out if you are coming or going. Deep sadness mingles with slapstick and everyone is getting up and going to work in the underbelly of Heaven. Juice is a magical joyride on a spaceship made of dust and stars, cobwebs and takeout boxes, fenders and a little hay that shoots us straight to a carnival of hyperrealism, where the side show is a mirror into our souls. Look in. You may think the mirror is warped, but let me tell you, it’s not. Read Juice and read America in all its rusty, neon, prairied, and salt-stained glory.

  - Rebecca Kinzie-Bastian, author of Charms for Finding

  Juice

  Poems

  Charles Springer

  Regal House Publishing

  Copyright © 2019 Charles Springer. All rights reserved.

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  ISBN -13 (paperback): 9781947548657

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  The following is a work of fiction created by the author. All names, individuals, characters, places, items, brands, events, etc. were either the product of the author or were used fictitiously. Any name, place, event, person, brand, or item, current or past, is entirely coincidental.

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  Printed in the United States of America

  To my brothers

  whose names

  have been given

  to stars.

  One

  To Florida

  Just this once

  I’d like to drive

  straight through.

  Break

  only for a fill up, quick piss.

  Have someone wide

  awake beside me,

  an elbow in my ribs

  when I’d drift

  across the double yellows.

  We’d take our time,

  Eastern Standard Time,

  no rush, no rage.

  And every now and then,

  my someone at the wheel,

  I’d raise up through the moon roof,

  feel what breeze feels

  long before it’s gale.

  Coast,

  never come to complete stops,

  no matter how octagonal

  or red the signs.

  Packin’

  Again, the girl forgot the ketchup.

  Who eats fries without the ketchup? Who?

  What

  are diners coming to?

  Take church!

  Who goes without a piece?

  Prayers end in booms.

  Empty cartridges clink in collection plates.

  Ceilings of nearly every building leak.

  No wonder roofers get shot up the most:

  easy targets

  up there on their slates.

  Where’s the yellow mustard?

  Who’s got the gall to swipe the salt?

  Glad I wore my Kevlar.

  Still I tip big walking out.
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br />   Breaking the News

  Chet’s on Ativan

  for everyday he knows today

  could be the one,

  tonight right after Letterman,

  beer number seven.

  It’s not so good to mix elixirs,

  lager and lorazepam,

  then both hands always full or

  always empty’s not good either

  as he slowly gets the feeling back

  in his toes, jumps up

  off the couch to join

  the pigtailed Prozac taker

  polkaing down the country lane of commercial breaks,

  clover and Holsteins on both sides feeding each other,

  Chet, clueless

  why nothing out here smells like shit

  or ever has to.

  Chicken Little

  Going nowhere in particular, I run

  my best ahead of jets unzipping sky.

  Something always happens

  just as they’re over the equator

  and I am yards outside of my perimeter.

  Maybe it has rained or a spell of freak hail.

  For sure the air above is borrowed

  and my years old.

  When jets are done and sky is yawning,

  a smoky trail shows up. Then doesn’t.

  One of these tomorrows the sky is going

  to start to want things back.

  I begin with little pieces by pieces

  as recommended by my astronomer.

  I pick up hitchhikers with litter in their pockets,

  broken glass inside their backpacks.

  I am good for months or miles. When over,

  the sky will have my reach around it.

  Atlas

  Pull the curtains back and there it is,

  the Northern Hemisphere.

  Walk outside on the spiral lawn and there it is

  going down the road.

  A day begins.

  Get on with it.

  Supersonic pilot neighbor

  flies around the world several times at top speed

  and gets his week in early.

  He leaves his heart in 37° 37’ N latitude,

  122° 23’ W longitude, singing.

  Foggy days neighbor on the cul-de-sac starts up

  her SUV with GPS to tell her where she is.

  Costly extras include a printout of just how far she’s

  come.

  Can’t remember who in New Hampshire has a combo

  walking stick/dowsing rod but every evening

  someone finds Roy, yup, that’s him, Roy, at the ocean.

  Kids don’t get car sick now their dads aren’t going

  in circles. Not going is like that in some places.

  Take Nebraska.

  Where’s that good old paper map that smells like fuel?

  Best visit little towns before they wear away

  inside its folded corners.

  In days to come, ones we do not love or even know

  will worry we’ll stop by before they’re dressed. By then

  there’ll be no place to go we won’t know how to get to.

  What good is going if we can’t get lost in

  in Mississippi?

  Walks

  Hawk walks the sky on I-beams.

  Looks down doesn’t throw up!

  Just one of those things you either can

  or can’t do. Lately it takes all I got

  to walk to and from my hotdog

  stand there on the corner. Hawk

  triples mustard. Talks

  over crickets in his ears. I see

  faraway in his eyes, his home upstate,

  on clear days clear to Pennsylvania.

  I tell him many of my ancestors there

  walked in and out of earth for coal.

  He gets shaky just thinking of

  walking in and out of earth.

  I hand a relished footlong

  to a sailor here for a little R & R

  and can’t hold back. Nor Hawk. So, sailor,

  how do you walk out there on water?

  New Jersey

  The Browns are found dumb

  with the disappearance of their white cow

  in the Pine Barrens.

  How she went unnoticed

  by everyone except the neighbor’s beagle

  among the drying bed sheets

  they don’t know.

  How she mazed through fleets

  of anonymous service vans,

  brides at the 24-hour chapel/diner

  they don’t know.

  Neighbor’s beagle broke its chain,

  chains of its beagle pals

  and off they strode

  down Black Horse Pike.

  Browns believe they’ll find her

  when they go fishing

  off the Boardwalk.

  How can we not, they ask, how

  can we not just love

  New Jersey?

  Appalachia

  Under us

  still

  millions of mammals

  millions

  of years old

  in the rock.

  Even before sun’s up,

  chinking starts.

  Old giants

  come apart at their seams. Giants

  with incisors and scales,

  giants with molars and hair or fur, tails.

  Cords of their long bones

  are trucked down the highway

  to museums.

  Pieces

  patch gaps

  in timbers of shanties.

  Above them, above rock,

  clouds make themselves into mammoths

  into moles into molecules

  rain

  older than

  rock.

  Day the Moon Was Out All Day

  Sunday, and a beautiful day for a drive so I drive

  to Montana and while there, I pick up a buffalo.

  Always wanted one in my backyard, you know,

  to keep the grass on the short side and stave off strays.

  I help him into the backseat of my Impala.

  He fits snuggly I might add and as we are cutting

  through southern South Dakota, I hear sobbing. I ask

  if he needs me to stop so he can get out and get air

  but he says it’s too late. He no longer roams.

  Not since the massacres. Besides, he goes on,

  he never felt happier than right now, right here

  in my backseat and his tears, his tears are joy tears.

  And when we get home, can I live in your car

  till I die, he asks, and then will you bury me in it

  when I’m gone. I tell him, sure, why not, you bet,

  it’s a deal, and just as he asks me to shake on it,

  he grabs hold of the wheel and runs into a tree.

  Not to worry. It was hardly the last on the planet.

  Traveling Show

  Penny’s repeatedly drawing her drapes.

  Neighbor Alberta swears Penny is sending signals

  and immediately phones the police. They’re

  there in an instant, stick around for an hour,

  say, next time, they’ll bring along the kids.

  Backyard’s been Penny’s stage ever since she saw Cirque.

  Her acts change so fast she can hardly keep up.

  Birds flock and scatter, squirrels juggle nuts,

  cats dangle from branches, dogs swallow themselves,

  the occasional pachyderm spins upsid
e down on one foot.

  Penny’s Burt finally cries out, enough!

  He rings up the ringmasters in Las Vegas and Quebec.

  Level it, they say, so Burt gets out the dozer.

  Penny tries the drapes in the Winnebago. They work!

  Gotta go on the road when it gets in your blood!

  Accounting Major

  Rose one morning and the spreadsheet sky

  opted to be clear and so I let it.

  Then just before my egg, a cloud somewhat substandard

  eked out of the azure while I still had only one leg in some trousers.